would you do it?!

alright, recently ive been thinking about this question a bit, as i consider all of my physical defects (inc acne), and just life in general...

If you had the chance, would you hit the theoretical 'genetic reset' button?

I haven't quite decided on the specifics, but it would run something like this...
Basically, you would go back to the moment of your conception, and have the experience again, meaning that your genetic code would turn out differently. You would then have to live your life again (growing up and all), not explicitly knowing you had done it, but always feeling a constant sense of deja vu/ something's not right.

I was just wondering if there is anyone who is so unhappy with life (obviously not just acne...), that they'd want to give it another shot?

In case you're wondering, after much consideration, i don't think i would press the button, as, despite the amount of things i despise about my appearance, i quite like who i am as a person, and i wouldn't want to risk losing it.

I. Need. Help

As the title suggests, i need help. Okay, so here it is...

About 6 months ago, i finally plucked up the courage to go and talk to the girl of my dreams. Somewhat unbelievably, we hit if off immediately and got on really well. Things were going well (we even went out on an unofficial 'date'...), but as much as i wished too, i couldn't ask her out. i honestly didn't think she'd say yes. So, i was pretty surprised when she turned round and asked me out, (quirky, eh?), and so we went on the first official 'date'. I couldn't believe my luck at how well things had worked out.

Unfortunately, that was just before the summer holidays, and it so happened that we were never around at the same time. We were still in contact though, and things seemed okay. Anyway, fast forward to now. It's been 3 months since we went out, and im yet to see her. Problem is, the longer the gap becomes, the more i am putting it off. See, i have very bad skin; thankfully i have little live acne, but i have masses of pigmentation which just isn't fading. Consequently, i feel self conscious, especially around her as she is so gorgeous. She says shes free this weekend, but i know ill probably end up looking for a way to get out of meeting up. I understand that by delaying im pushing her away, but i can't face up to it.

Also, things now seem way different than in the summer. Back then, she was really eager to chat, and we text each other loads. Yet now we've hardly been in contact. Im not sure why exactly things have changed, and i fear that it may be awkward when we do eventually see each other. Anyone else experienced the same situation?

Today, I found out that a good friend of mine has passed away, and it's times like these that make you realise how short life is. I really don't want to be looking back in a years time regretting anything, as i know this girl is really special, but everytime i think of her, i only think of myself as a disappointment and that she could do so much better than me (and that she also thinks this...).

Anny comments are welcome!

thiospot

anyone tried it and had any success?

mama lotion

for anyone who has used it, how long did it take for your skin to start peeling?

can't change my avatar

i can't seem to change my avatar ( that is the little picture that somes up on my member page, right??)

it i put a new picture on, but it doesn't change on any of the posts or on my page

anyone got a similar problem, or any solutions??