Even with more coverage I feel like it looks the same :/

WOW you are seriously pretty!

I know exactly how you feel. I break out in the same areas as you. It sucks, but trust me, you're still beautiful no matter what acne. I know how it feels to look in the mirror and only see acne. Even under makeup, I know it's there and both I and the rest of the world can see it. To make matters worse, all of my friends have perfect skin. I feel like a monster next to them lol! Just know that when people look at you they DO NOT notice little things like acne, they see the big picture. Have you visited a dermatologist? Some meds really work wonders. Try to think positive, and hold your chin up high. There's nothing like a girl with confidence.

aw thank you, as with you =). I have been to a derm, and i've been on so many topicals and antibiotics. The only thing that has cleared me up is bc, but I had a blood clot and had to be taken off. I was also on spiro but had to go off due to antidepressants and antipsychotics. i didn't want to be on too many meds. i'm kinda just stuck lol. accutane is my only option left, but i can't go on it =(

You can barely see it in this picture, honestly.