Yes, I fucking am.
My skin is horrid right now, not gonna lie, it really is. Its the end of the month and my period is due next week or something and this always happens at the end of every month. My skin is just so terrible and its making me feel like shit - again. WTF.
I am just feeling sorry for myself all the time. I look pretty unattractive with it which goes against everything I believe about it i.e people can be beautiful with acne. But maybe Im not, Im just not. I think that's why having clear skin means so much to me, because I am not a natural pretty person so...it just makes me feel shit when I have acne on my face.
My skin freaked out after I went swimming one days this week, is this possible?! It was honestly fine on Monday and then SHIT now. Jesus. I can't talk to my mum or friends because they just are sick of it. Sick of me with it.
Thinking of booking that appointment with the Dermatologist over the weekend and seeing what he can do for me. I'd love to try Roaccutane seen as though I have used everything else including anti-biotics and BCS's and many many topicals and spent money on loads of shit.