Since my last post I started breaking out on my forehead with these tiny little bumps. There're soooo many of them. There're like two million of them up there right now and I've got some on my cheeks too.
No clue where they're coming from. My skin is so damn frustrating. It feels just as bad as it looks which is different, my skin doesn't usually feel this aweful. I'm thinking of what I've been doing differently lately and I can't think of anything except the soap so I stopped using it and went back to my old cleanser (which makes me shine brighter than the sun) but it's the only change so that has to be it. Or maybe my skin is just fed up of the benzoyl peroxide. It never worked for me before. I don't know why I thought it would work this time. Maybe because I'm using it with something else but... I dunno.
I doubt whether it's the birth control since it never broke me out before... but even if it is it's not like I can stop using it. I can't stand to be that sick anymore. I pretty much stopped using it because I hated taking pills everyday and I hated how much they cost. I still hate how much it costs... But i'd rather be broke than bleeding and in pain all the time.
If you live in a city with a dermatologist then you're lucky. That's all I have to say. I don't know what to do. It's been 15 weeks and no improvement. My skin has actually gotten worse because now I have a bunch of marks from the benzoyl peroxide. I think for this week I might just not use anything at all and see how that works out.
I'll go visit my GP and see if he has any ideas that might help me out a bit.