I don't know. I don't know what happened. My face was so clear. Now, I have five zits that really are bothering me. I don't get it. Accutane was supposed to rid me of this disease. And I'm nearing the last week of treatment and my skin hasn't looked this tragic since April. I don't know.
I want to be done with this drug. I truly do. It's not good for me to have this harmful Accutane in my body for seven months. It disrupts my system. Humans aren't meant to take these kind of harsh treatments. But, we do. Because we'll do anything.
I came across a holistic website the other day called "Acne No More." And I'm going to give it a shot. It explains the importance of vitamins, natural ingredients, detoxing, and pure skincare products. I think this is what I need. I need to take control over me... over what food I eat that determines my acne... over what face wash I use that strips my skin...
The author of "Acne No More" states that it might be helpful to start a list of all the reasons why clear skin is important and why we want it so badly...
1. To put on make-up to actually enhance features and not cover them up.
2. To take pictures in bright light
3. To look in mirrors in bright light
4. To have a boy touch your cheek and not be worried about them running their hand over a zit
5. To not wear make-up while swimming
6. To live freely
7. To feel beautiful
I could go on and on. I don't know. I'm out of words now.