People look at me and think that I'm careless and dirty because I have acne. No one knows what I've been through with acne. It's the worst thing that's ever happened to me. If I could, I would get rid of it. I can only dream of having clear skin.
I wish guys would notice me. They see my acne, not the person I am. I haven't been in a relationship in two years. My ex boyfriend never loved me. It's like this acne defines me. It doesn't. But people just can't see past it.
I didn't choose the acne life, it chose me. I would give anything to get rid of acne. People make fun of me, guys say they can't date a girl with acne, and there are seriously no doctors that want to help me. People tell me to go on accutane. As if I'm already not dying to have it. I would do anything to finally take accutane. All the doctors in my area say they'll help me, but in the end they don't and they keep giving me Doxycycline and Minocycline. Fuck that. Give me something new, I say, and they always say no.