I went out yesterday and despite my ugly face, I had a great time. I really gotta stop this whole anti-social thing. But I just couldn't help it sometimes. I feel so self conscious about my ugly skin. And I kept thinking that people would notice them. I know I shouldn't let stupid acne control my life. It is seriously ruining my life in many aspects. I am no longer a happy person. I avoid light, mirror, and most importantly, I avoid people.
Anyways, enough of my emo talk. My face is still oily but again not as oily as it used to be. The red spots and scars are still there. There are layers and layers of deadskin on top of my scars and red spots. I guess this is the healing process. Once the scalp goes away, hopefully* the red spot will fade out eventually. But for now, my fave still looks like shit. In terms of new whiteheads wise, honestly I don't know. I haven't been checking out my face in detail lately. I am just avoiding disappointments I guess. In the past few days, I have been taking care of the whiteheads that were inflamed. That's pretty much it.
I don't think there's a drastic improvement overnight.
Oh, and I added a thin layer of aha in the morning. I have been using aha for a month now. I didnt have any nasty peeling or redness. My pores are sooo much more refined. You can't really see my pores on my cheek anymore. I love the texture of my skin when it's clean. In terms of keeping acne/whiteheads at bay, I really don't know if it's doing a superb job. My fiancé said it got better already because the whiteheads on say my cheek cleared up already. But it's not enough when I'm having at least 30
Other spots on my chin and upper lip. Those are my problematic areas.
Having said that, I added a thin layer of aha on my skin in the morning. I wonder if this would speed up the process. 2 more months to go.