So I'm kind of down about my skin right now. Just because I'm tired of dealing with this..I'm tired of looking at people who have clear skin and dont have to wear make up. Don't have to worry about touching their face, going swimming, sweating, ANYTHING!!!!!!!
And the sad part is my skin really isnt that bad right now. My scars are tho. And I have alot of scars on my back from a random HUGE outbreak of bacne about 2 months ago. Like seriously. It was so weird. I get a few spots here and there in the summer but my back has always been clear. Its gone back to an occassional spot every now and then but I'm having to work with the scars...and of course it's summer...not that I'd look decent in a swim suit anyhow.
Speaking of swimming I'm trying to find a good waterprooff concealer/foundation to wear thats good for acne when I go swimming this summer. Because I'm not going in the water without it if any living soul is around.
I'm tired of the sun because I love to be outside but I dont want to burn, tan or anything so I have to stay inside alot and wear a TON of sticky sunscreen. My life feels like it just sucks right now. And I'm even tired of complaining. I just have alittle Hope that things will get better...someday?