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...so after 6months of trying procedures (which hurts), topicals, and antibiotics i am now going to take oral Isotretinoin_ Acnetrex

my dermatologist put me on a 6months modified course

40mg. once a day after dinner

for seven days

one week, every month!

+ topicals of course <which i also modified...wayyy milder> cetaphil cleanser, clindamycin toner, cetaphil moisturizer (anticipating the dryness)

still scared as heck.... hoping and praying to God that this will be It!!! and please noooo adverse/side effects......

keeping positive thoughts too....

no turning back now......aaaaccckkkk here i go!!!!

here are also my pictures for documenting...... taken yesterday, in natural light...no flash..... (i think it looks better in pics than in real life...weird huh???..... can't stop listening to Sleep Walk by Santo and Johnny Farina)blogentry-157326-0-25058200-1331898243_tblogentry-157326-0-75648300-1331898277_tblogentry-157326-0-53464400-1331898314_t

July 2012....... my time in SG..... can say that i had fun.... haven't felt that in a veeerrrryyyy long time

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My Life In Ruins...

I'm drowning...... everyday i'm sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss of depression.

Guilt and shame, hopelessness and helplessness run through my mind like clockwork...

Was there a time when you look at the mirror, and you see somebody else staring back at you?... and you felt disgusted at what you're seeing.

You find it hard to go out of the house, you stopped communicating with your friends, heck you're even ashamed to be around family and relatives.

All you want is to be alone....

well, that's what i feel like...

still i want to fight ACNE...........

Mom, i know you're in heaven and i just really wish you were here right now......