I am so ready for this to be over. I have been to the Dermatologist countless times. (Im going next week) Nothing seems to be working to get rid of my acne. My face looks like a pizza maker was very generous to his customers. Haha. I've been on Accutane when I was 10. That was really embaressing having to have pregnancy tests when I was that young. I just wondered if anyone else was feeling the same frustrations that I am.
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Here I am again. Yea. I'm ready to rid myself of this problem forever. I'm going to the dermatologist this month and I really hate doing that because I have a feeling that he's going to put me on accutane again. I know it really helps me in the long run, but i can't stand the thought of my lips bloody and cracked, hurting when i talk, even when i put lipstuff on constantly. and my acne isn't improving, if anything it's getting worse. i'm going the middle of the month. maybe there is something i can do that will make it go away fast. at least my face isn't so dry as it was. I just really hope that it improves that it can heal on its own without accutane.
i've been using clearasil on my face at night. then my doctor told me in the mornings to use dove soap on my face. i don't know if thats too much or not enough. i'm also using differin cream gel and then bactrum pills. nothing is really helping. it says that it will help prevent acne, but more and more pimples pop up every day. the only thing i really like is that there is no acne anywhere accept my face. and there hasn't been for years. i've been lucky in that department, but its ironic because everyone can see your face, and the clear part of your body (back and shoulders) aren't seen on a daily basis. well, thats just the way the ball bounces i guess!
Well, here I am, just starting my Sophmore year at school. I thought it was supposed to be exciting, fun. But it feels like I have to hide because of what is on my face. I know your supposed to say "what matters is on the inside" but I think that sounds like crap. People judge you for what you look like, no matter what is the right thing to do. I'm just so tired of putting my hand in front of my face when I work so that no one can see my face. Or constantly checking the mirror to see how big my newest zit has gotten. I've had acne since I was 10 years old. I've been to the dermatologist and I've been on Accutane. It worked for about six months then it was back to the way it was. I'm just so sick of it. My skins real sensitive too, so the more medicine I use on my face, the more irritated and dry it gets. Sometimes it peels like an orange. Where it's done that so many times, I have a tone of scars on my face. I just really want to be able to be the person that I really am inside, but I can't do that when I'm hiding myself from everyone.