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I haven't been to class in nearly two weeks. I am a nursing student, so to miss class is suicide.
my acne has gotten so bad that I can't bare to go. I don't want to put on make up because it just flakes off and looks worse than when I have none on at all. However, if I don't put makeup on, people look at me strange.
I find myself looking at other peoples skin and saying in my head "oh! I want your skin!" I was sitting in my microbiology class and looking around and saw that not ONE of my peers had bad skin. not a one. I instantly had watery eyes and got up and rushed back to my dorm. I don't know what to do. my confidence that i once had has been replaced with a red bumpy face.
I have a photo on my desk of my sister and I on vacation in Oregon, USA and we both are beautiful with wonderful skin. I remember at that particular moment when the picture was taken thinking about ONE zit that was on my forehead. looking at that picture makes me want to hit myself. WHAT ZIT? I now say. I took my baby soft skin for granted at the first sign of a blemish and now it is gone completely. ah, the irony of youth.
my acne has gotten so bad that I can't bare to go. I don't want to put on make up because it just flakes off and looks worse than when I have none on at all. However, if I don't put makeup on, people look at me strange.
I find myself looking at other peoples skin and saying in my head "oh! I want your skin!" I was sitting in my microbiology class and looking around and saw that not ONE of my peers had bad skin. not a one. I instantly had watery eyes and got up and rushed back to my dorm. I don't know what to do. my confidence that i once had has been replaced with a red bumpy face.
I have a photo on my desk of my sister and I on vacation in Oregon, USA and we both are beautiful with wonderful skin. I remember at that particular moment when the picture was taken thinking about ONE zit that was on my forehead. looking at that picture makes me want to hit myself. WHAT ZIT? I now say. I took my baby soft skin for granted at the first sign of a blemish and now it is gone completely. ah, the irony of youth.
