I was hoping I would never use this site again...

So I've been off of accutane for a little over a year now...but now I have to do a second cycle. THIS BLOWS!!!! I started breaking out several months ago and nothing is stopping it. My doctor said I probably should have been on a higher dosage on the first cycle.  So this time I am gonna go higher but my derm is a little worried because I'm only 103 pounds and he thinks it might not be good for me, but I guess that's what we're gonna do.

I'm really scared about what this is gonna do to my liver and organs! But at the same time, I am sooo self conscious right now and I don't wanna feel that way! I'm too old to be dealing with this..ok so I'm only 20, but I hardly see anyone these days with acne problems.

If anyone has any advice, words of wisdom, etc...it would be appreciated.