So I Made The Decision
Posted by ewsogross, 30 January 2014 · 166 views
Well I just woke up and looked in the mirror. I seem to have developed a new pustule on my cheek along with more pus filling the papsules so now they are visible whiteheads. I also have loads of red marks all over my jaws and a deep cyst that plays peek a boo with me between the eyes. Every single one of my pores seems to be clogged and my face just seems like a ticking time bomb for new inflamed bumps to appear. Then again it's been on this downward spiral for about a month now. I feel so alone. I choose to not hang out with any of my friends anymore because I don't want them to see the drastic change and see the look on their faces when they see mine. Im crying while I type this. Over all Ive got like 9 or 10 white heads that are still growing on my face. My dilemma is that I believe my state insurance ends tomorrow as it said on the news and I cannot get a ride to the docs office to get a prescription for Accutane. If I was to wait to go tomorrow then I would have to pay like 1000 dollars as apposed I went today and would have to pay 15. My family seems to have given up on the prospect of helping me because my skin seems like a lost cause. And it just feels like im typing this for nothing but idc maybe someone will see it and give me genuine advice.