Posted by acl94536, 05 November 2013 · 137 views
I didn't go to the gym yesterday because I was too tired. After taking a test at 10:15, I came back to my room and slept til 3. Then I got up for an hour in an attempt to study, but I ended up falling back asleep until 6. After that I watched tv all night until midnight. I'm not sure if I'm sick or just depressed. I have another test in about an hour but I've barely studied because I have no energy and I can't concentrate. I used to be a straight A student, now I could care less about my grades. I'm not quite sure why I'm so depressed. I only have one active pimple. I should be happy, but I'm not. My perfectionist personality won't let me be happy. As long as there is even one red mark, that is what I am going to obsess about. Even if all my active acne clears up, I know it's going to take a long time before all the red marks fade.