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....sigh....

Posted by Picky Nicki, 16 August 2012 · 150 views

acnefight bad habit picking stop

Bad day today, so I'll keep it brief. My bad day started at work... I felt sick to my stomach all day, even though it wasn't anything serious, just made a mistake. Came home and my sister was incredibly rude to me and then to my friend (who has self-esteem issues) and the thing fucking escalated into a cluster-fuck. SIGH. I broke my rules and I picked at my face. I feel like a huge fuck up and I just want to be left alone.
Eight days, nothing. And then I fuck up. Today was just bad in general. This does not make me want to celebrate my birthday tomorrow.....

Later, I guess.

Nicki

amoxilworx

Aug 17 2012 05:37 AM

nicki..commit to your regimen...any regimen...I hope you start to realize the importance of preventing breakouts as a means of reducing picking behaviors..

fadedjay

Aug 18 2012 03:13 AM

hey nicki,

we all have bad days trust me when i say that.

Please try not to take it out on your self - its a rough ride starting any sort of treatment whether it be oral, topical, routine related.

Sometimes its good to be alone to help you just breathe a bit without any one around.

In my opinion i think your did frickin well for 8 days and should keep your head up and move forward.

Its good to use your blog to vent and express your feelings so do it as often as you need to

All the best feel free to pm if you ever need to chat!

Jay

Picky Nicki

Aug 19 2012 03:45 PM

Thank you both for your encouragement! I was more upset than usual by what I did, BUT (important) it: a) was no where near as bad as before and b) it motivated me to stop more because I saw how beautiful my skin can be if it is left to its own devices.

And you are both very right about continuing despite the bumps. I have started again and rather than thinking of 8 days and then a mistake I think about starting fresh, not looking back.

My family, especially my father, has been so incredibly helpful, and supportive when I start to struggle.

Jay: PM-ing is possible? Hmm.... I'll give it a try, its always good to chat and have a friend to lean on!

Thank you both for your comments they always make me smile!

P. Nicki