Day 11 Of Accutane I'm Breaking Out

I'm breaking out  and I feel really down rite now. My face land my lip are getting dry. I just want to be ance free already. Acne is driving me insane. Instead of going out with my friends on my day off I stay home because I feel ugly . I'm talking to this one guy and I really like him but I think I'm gonna stop seeing him from now on cuz being with him make me feel sad about my skin more. Last time he asked me to go to hot spring with him and his friends I really wanted to go but then my acne stop me and I ended up told him that I can't take my days off. Whenever I stay over his house I have to wake up in the morning to apply foundation on. He never say anything about my skin even though he saw me without makeup or with messy foundation on my face. But I still feel really ashamed about my skin. I don't know why when I see cute girls andboys  with acne I still think they are cute and attractive. But I can't accept it on my face. I feel like they make me look 10 times uglier like I'm a different person. I know that I should feel that way but I can't help it .