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its been some time since I last updated my accutane blog. So Im currently on month two. No drastic changes. Everything is good is so far, I have been clear for the past week until last night when I woke up with a MEGA one on my jawline. Dry lips and hot weather does not work at all!!
So I met a canadian guy who was my colleague's friend who came into the chocolate shop. He was really cute and I loved the accent of his, But that day I was really busy and couldnt really speak to him because I had to serve customers. He asked when I would be working again and I said tomorrow. So he came in the next day and was expecting me to be there. But I was sent to post a letter, on my way back we bumped into each other and he didnt know his way home. I walked him half way as I was on duty, we agreed to go to the movies and exchanged numbers. I thought we was just friends. When the film ended, we decided to go for a walk and sat at a bench and watched the stars. It was really sweet, but until this point I knew his intentions wasnt just to be friends. We talked and learnt about eachothers past. It was dark and there was no one there. He kissed me by surprise and my reflexes moved me away. I wasnt ready, I was self concious of my skin and dry lips. He wanted to try again but I made up a silly excuse and refused. Is this actually normal?
Its been a few days and he hasnt texted me with the enthusiam he had before. He is leaving London today, back to Toronto, and I havent received anything. Do you think I have hurt his ego? or I should just forget and move on? Accutane has made indecisive?! It all feels surreal. I miss the feeling of being treated like a princess since my acne broke out like crazy.
Im glad that two months in, accutane has helped me gain confidence. But at the same time, I wish I had the opportunity to take it last year in November and I would have been transformed rather than still be in the process. Cant wait for this to be over!!!
So I met a canadian guy who was my colleague's friend who came into the chocolate shop. He was really cute and I loved the accent of his, But that day I was really busy and couldnt really speak to him because I had to serve customers. He asked when I would be working again and I said tomorrow. So he came in the next day and was expecting me to be there. But I was sent to post a letter, on my way back we bumped into each other and he didnt know his way home. I walked him half way as I was on duty, we agreed to go to the movies and exchanged numbers. I thought we was just friends. When the film ended, we decided to go for a walk and sat at a bench and watched the stars. It was really sweet, but until this point I knew his intentions wasnt just to be friends. We talked and learnt about eachothers past. It was dark and there was no one there. He kissed me by surprise and my reflexes moved me away. I wasnt ready, I was self concious of my skin and dry lips. He wanted to try again but I made up a silly excuse and refused. Is this actually normal?
Its been a few days and he hasnt texted me with the enthusiam he had before. He is leaving London today, back to Toronto, and I havent received anything. Do you think I have hurt his ego? or I should just forget and move on? Accutane has made indecisive?! It all feels surreal. I miss the feeling of being treated like a princess since my acne broke out like crazy.
Im glad that two months in, accutane has helped me gain confidence. But at the same time, I wish I had the opportunity to take it last year in November and I would have been transformed rather than still be in the process. Cant wait for this to be over!!!
