Giving Up

I honestly feel like giving up now. I really don't have the mental capacity anymore to bear with this acne no longer. I am going to see the doctor on friday in hope that he can get me to a dermatologist, and give me something to take this away! I feel emotionally and physically drained, haven't been outside the house in like a week because I just can't. Tired of dreaming of clear skin, i just hope all you who have clear skin know how lucky you are.