A girl on a mission: Day 4 (ACV)

So, I didn't put it on today because I was going out to dinner for my grandpa's birthday.

Today, he pointed out my scars, "Oooooo, someone's been picking!" He poked some of my scars as he said that...

My heart was CRUSHED. I wanted to crawl in a hole and just die. I felt the urge to just cry my eyes out right then and there. It was clear that my scars did show and I have just been and idiot to believe they would fade. I went to the bathroom later and looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to cry even more...

The guy I am madly in love with is back in town and after today...I don't even want to leave the house to go see him :\ Ugh...

I know my scars are not very bad and I am lucky to have what I have, but it just hurts to have it pointed out...

Ugh, as I type this my eyes start to water. Ugh...

Just rip off my face please so I can start over with new skin.