My Plan B: Day 12

I swear I have OCD when it comes to my skin. I hate having these imperfections on my skin. They are driving me crazy so.. I did it again. I popped my whiteheads yesterday with a needle and some of which obviously inflamed and became pimples (pustules). So... I look like crap right now. I originally dated my best friend but I became the same old anti-social me. I just wanted to stay home today so I made up a lame excuse for bailing out on her. Honestly, the psychological impact that acne causes can be overwhelming. People kept telling me that no one cares about my skin except for myself. They all think I worry too much about my skin. I know that, at the end of the day, no one cares about how my skin looks like except for me. But I just can't stop thinking about my acne all-the-time. Sometimes I avoid department stores where they have those cosemetic counters because I hate it when people ask me if I need any products for my acne. Sigh.

Progress: Anyways enough of my emo talk. My skin, as mentioned, have all these self induced inflamed pustules. Oh and also a new pimple forming on the side of my cheek... great...Aside from the whiteheads and the inflamed pustules, my skin is really soft! I love how it feels like when I wash my face because it feels so soft and smooth (on my upper cheek area). The scars are fading away slowly. But my skin is still really oily - I mean, it reduced just a little but I am still an oil stick. The side effects of b5 haven't fully kicked in yet. I have higher body temperature but that's pretty much it.