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ugh! i cant take these stupid spots! my skin is a little flatter and not as pimply... but the spots are just as bad as when i started! there everywer! like little red dots u draw on a picture of a smiley face. 
i hate it so much. i finally grew to accepting my face without makeup.. and today i went to shcool without it- but i noticed everyone i spoke to was just looking at my face and how red and blotchy it was. its so gross. but then again i hate makeup cuz i feel like its just so obvious. why do i have such bad acne still after almost 6 weeks already on accutane! they said it shud take like 6-8 weeks for it to really clear up... its 6 weeks and it did not clear up that much at all. i tried telling myself it did- but i new i was only lieing... it really isnt that much better! i wanted to post some videos on my friend's facebooks- but u can see every frikin mark on my face! its so pathedic!
ive tried staying positive but im getting so sick of it! i want to walk around knowing i look great and feeling amazing. and i really dont and im so pissed off already. why the hell do i have to keep on struggling with these stupid puss-filled pimples that emerege into my skin every f'n day?! i am in a very bad mood right now.
very bad mood.
i hate it so much. i finally grew to accepting my face without makeup.. and today i went to shcool without it- but i noticed everyone i spoke to was just looking at my face and how red and blotchy it was. its so gross. but then again i hate makeup cuz i feel like its just so obvious. why do i have such bad acne still after almost 6 weeks already on accutane! they said it shud take like 6-8 weeks for it to really clear up... its 6 weeks and it did not clear up that much at all. i tried telling myself it did- but i new i was only lieing... it really isnt that much better! i wanted to post some videos on my friend's facebooks- but u can see every frikin mark on my face! its so pathedic! ive tried staying positive but im getting so sick of it! i want to walk around knowing i look great and feeling amazing. and i really dont and im so pissed off already. why the hell do i have to keep on struggling with these stupid puss-filled pimples that emerege into my skin every f'n day?! i am in a very bad mood right now.
very bad mood.
