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finally! after a whole month of registering and prescribing and WAITING!! (g-d this stupid iPLEDGE tihng is rediculas. the whole singining and the survey and the peeing in a cup and blood tests-- im not pregnant i swear! just give me the frikin pills aready!) i finally have my medication and am going to take my first 40 mg tonight at dinner. which is basically NOW! im so excited to wake up in a few months, look into the mirror and say "wow, i look and feel really good," and just go to school without any makeup and wearing a nice outfit that says "i feel good."
But heres the tough situation, im ok with handeling dry lips, eyes hands, soar backs, acheing joint ect. but what i DO NOT i repeat DO NOT want to go through is a face more broken out then it already is just to get to the good part. i have school every day for the next few months with no break except for thanksgiving. its already hard enough to have to wake up a 1/2 earlier just so i have time to put on coverup and makeup my eyes so they stand out and my face doesnt, but to try and cover flakes and more puss filled pimples just makes the whole damn thing more obvious and irritated and is not what i am ready to put up with right now. espeically with SAT's around the corner and a work overload (i am juggling a dual curriculam being that i go to a private school) and it just is so much to handle. but i no i can do it. ill strive to get through these next 4 weeks with my head held highh telling myself that in just a few months i will feel and look better then ever.
i hope.
i will right??
But heres the tough situation, im ok with handeling dry lips, eyes hands, soar backs, acheing joint ect. but what i DO NOT i repeat DO NOT want to go through is a face more broken out then it already is just to get to the good part. i have school every day for the next few months with no break except for thanksgiving. its already hard enough to have to wake up a 1/2 earlier just so i have time to put on coverup and makeup my eyes so they stand out and my face doesnt, but to try and cover flakes and more puss filled pimples just makes the whole damn thing more obvious and irritated and is not what i am ready to put up with right now. espeically with SAT's around the corner and a work overload (i am juggling a dual curriculam being that i go to a private school) and it just is so much to handle. but i no i can do it. ill strive to get through these next 4 weeks with my head held highh telling myself that in just a few months i will feel and look better then ever.
i hope.
i will right??
