stupid Ipledge

well..im stlil waiting for my month to end until i can finally get my prescription for accutane. but i went out last night with my friends for the first time in awihle. went to the city and met blaike lively and penn badgley---for those of you who dont watch gossip girl- thyr probobly the hottest couple in holywood right now. so i took a picture with them ovcourse. i was realy upset cuz ovcourse my face was pretty red and bumpy- but u cant tell if u dnt zoom in which im sure noone is on my face. lol. but ovcourse those tihngs are a bother. but i had a great time-- problem is...everytime pictures are taken i just hide becuase i hate when my acne shows up in them. i love my smile and my eyes and everything but just my cheeks and forhead ruin the wohle picture. so i dnt really have alot of pictures from many nights out with my friends all becuase of that-- but thtas just my insecurity that i know will be gone hopeuflly soon. i really am so exicted to get this accutane started! it such a boost of self confidence when you can feel your face all smooth and clear. even on an ugly day id still feel pretty knowing that a small pimple wont bother me and would mean nhotihng cuz ive been through a hell of alot worse. i love watching girls inthe bathroom complaining about a zit. i just laugh and walk out.