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the bp i got smells gross!

so i was putting on the bp right?
and i started to smell something weird.
its like sharp weird smell... i smelled my fingers. and its the bp!
what is it!?
is it bad?
i just got it two days ago !!!

D: oh snap...
and i KNOW i washed my hands before i applied it.
it smells nothing like the soap i used.
i even smelled the contents in the bottle.

has this happened to anyone?

PENNICILLIN!!!!

does it even work?
what will it do for my acne?

my mom is not helping :/

so my mom barged into my room and said she's sick of it.
and she dragged me into her bathroom and made me wet my face.
she took a babybrush and salicylic acid wash and started scrubbing at my face thinking THAT will help.
it hurt.
then she started putting penicillin on it.
the whole time telling me my skin is horrible. that people are saying that she doesn't take care of me good enough. that people are telling her to take me to the doctor.

i just sit there. holding back my tears.
and when she's done. i'm in my room. sitting here. crying.
i dont know. i need help. it's not my fault.

i'm WAS using AcneFree. after washing my face with the wash, i use dan's bp. and after that i use the toner and the "lotion". i haven't used all of it yet. i wanted to use all of it.
now i can't. i made a deal with my mom. if it didnt clear up within two weeks. then she's gonna take care of it. HOW THE HELL DOES SHE KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MY FACE!?
she thinks she knows everything.

i can't do anything but bow down to her.
i have to listen to her.
i have no choice.

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