My Story (sad story)

Hello.
I have acne since i was 15. First I only had some on my forhead, then a year later i had it under my chin, nose, and all over my cheeks.
Now Im 18 year old guy, and still with acne. My life is okay but how i get depressed is incredibile.
Because of acne i have been missing school, ( semester just started, 8 days missed ) High school.
Missed about 10 days at work. Whenever I go to school I always look in the mirror for like 20 times, while driving etc. Im obssesd with it. I can say it is getting better but only for few days and then i again, breakout and you know whats happens rest.
I have been reading a lot about acne so my regime if you can call it is:
Drink a lot of water, do not eat junk food, i take zinc, fish oil, and some detox pills.
At the morning when i wake up about 5;50am i just clear my face and then well it is hard to say it for me i put makeup on... cover girl or whatever it is.
After i get back from school and work i workout for about an hour ( started 1 week ago to realease stress...) then i put some bp on my face like i saw in dan's videos ( bp is skinid ) and then i use some moisturuse that i found in my house, some mineral kind with vitamins a,c, e.
I try not to pick the pimples but sometimes i just get mad and do it.
My face looks like this, but about 3-4 more pimples and like 5 healing and a lot of red marks. I found the pic just so I can show you what i mean.
I tried proactive, skinid, i was on antibiotics, tryied terynol and all of the clearnskin products.
Since i dont see any results the time have come to ask what should i do guys?

My dream is just to have clear skin and change my life, i have friends and eveything proboly if you would meet me you would say i dont even care about my acne but i hide all of it in my self.

Sorry, the whole post dosent have any flow becuase im in a hurry to school.
Thanks for any advices, motivation, whatever


Thank you.
ps. sorry for spelling mistakes