Getting tire/bored of waiting

Hi, everyone nice to get some proper help from people that understand the problem.

Now for my history/present.....Well Im 20 years of age, started to get them at the age of 16, probably because of exams. Ive been suffering from them for 4 years, and at the moment I dont have any major/small problems apart from my back which has a few, but I can handle them.

Whilst I was 17 turning 18, i decided to go on the Sunbeds, which worked wonders. And love every second of my life and all ways went out, I basically lived outside:).

That was till they came back stronger than ever at about Q4 of 07, they were all over, everywhere. (apart from my chest and forehead?). I wouldnt go out, and still havent went out properly since then (ye 2 years nearly ) I hate lookin at my face in mirrors, or whateva, just because when I look I dont see me anymore, but not in an insane way lol.

Ive been on Roactine? started last year, ended July of last year. im gettin help from a shrink or a Dismorphea specialist soon, but I know Im fine, its just I hate seeing the redness there, the scars as well, but Ill have to cope with them.....

Is there anyway to heal the redness quicker, because the natural way is taking way to long, and Im getting tired....I might as well ask, is there a way to make the scars less visable/heal abit?

Thx, and sorry about bombarding with this story but........any help would be appreciated.

Hello, I'm new!

Hello everyone,
I am eager to find out what works best, and to talk to/amongst other people that truly know what my life is like, therefore the only people that can truly understand.