A Silly, Silly thought

I'm up very late wating for my laundry to dry, and I think 'Wouldn't it be cool if we had an actual place/facility,etc. to meet one another?'. I mean, my friends are fine and all but they don't really understand 'this' consuming part of my existence. But with shady people on the internet, this might be just a silly, silly thought and I suppose internet will have to be enough. Still...i think it's entertaining. I wonder what ya'll would be like. See ya in dreamland and sorry for the babbling.

I'M TERRFIED OF GOING TO MY OWN B-DAY PARTY!!!!!!!!

My B-day's coming up in a week. I'm soooooo scared of seeing people I use to know again!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday I felt okay with going, but now I want to bail. I looked so different last time they saw me and now I'm kinda gross. Please, for the love of GAWD give me reasons on why i should not bail!!!!!

Ugh. Babies and Acne.

Not that I'm in a hurry, but I'm terrified of having a baby because of the havoc that my skin will face. In fact, I don't think I want one because of it. Is that selfish? Any of you have stories about babies and hormones and acne?

Your judgement before you had acne

Did any of you guys judge others by their acne before yours erupted? I'm embarassed to say I kinda did at one time or another.

The Gods laugh at me and How do you do?

I love this support group!....That's what we are, right? Anyways, I've had the intention of joining for a while now. Even though it is a place about the discussion of skin imperfections, I've realized there is a philosophical element that many of you bring to the table. I've had had acne since 15, cleared up, and came back after highschool with full force. Now I'm scarred (did not resist the urge to pick) and now I'm seeing life in a new way. Somedays I feel like my value went down. I was called beautiful constantly, though it was irritating when people, especially men, gawk. It still happens, but I feel like its because of my figure than my face....which in turns makes me feel like guys "temporaily" want to get with me....gross. Other days, I feel figure I have an upperhand on people because now I am more empathetic. Anyways, I would love talking to people that share my battle.