dermatologists visit

have yall ever had an appointment to the dermatologist and said to yourself why the hell am i goin here nothing is gonna change?

squeezing frenzy

and i started squeezin my face and i think i got an SMALL SMALL ice pick scar.. i got upset .. couldnt evne think if the scar happened or was there or if the squeezin made the scar more visisble but either way its depressing. so i had a blackhead htat wouldnt come out squeezed and then i told my self to just STOP cuz i know what squeezing leads to.. so that area was kinda swollen.. i shaved .. and i noticed i have some like shavin bumps.. and i have bene off of acne.org for two days.. my skin wasnt lookin too healthy.. could it be the junk food/caffeine and sleepless nights ive been having..
but i didnt squeeze the " shit " out of my face but i was still squeezin the gunk out just tha tone swollen area i saw a new mini mini ice pick and iwas depressed.. so i loaded up on bp. 1 and a half bumps and genetly and carefully rubbed it all over my face..
am i doing the right thing???!
please help. thank you.

acne.orggg

so i have a lot of clogged pores on my cehecks not really but it fels that way.. and i have a scarred pore and i use acne.org regimen and i think it sdoing job of preventing acne but idk what i should do now.. is it good to squeeze your skin genetly sometimes to get rid of the white oozie stuff that builds up in your pores cuz thats how my skin is..

should i visit the deramtologist and tell her retin a i sjust doin " okay" and i need soemthing else..

please help thanks

also should i purchase dan's AHA?

acne plug/scar/hole

hey guys so i have a hole or enlarged pore on my right cheeck because i squeezed out a blackhead white plug thingy a month ago.. and i had a hole that didnt shrink so today i was convinced something wasnt write so i gently squeezed the " hole" again and out came a white plug that was fairly big.. not as like GINORMOUS. but you guys know whati mean when i say big.

and the hole felt like a lil relieved cuz i think that since i had a plug in there ( another one i guess) that i didnt know about it kinda stretched the pore.. idk i still have the hole but it " feel" like everything is gone..

i just put some bp on top around my cheek.. im on dan's regimen only once a day.

so bascially my question is....

should i just continue using bp.. or should i use retin a since it sa ( pore shrinker/scar helper)

the problem with retin a is a i have really acne prone/oily skin so the retin a doestn really help the acne althoguht it will help with the scars
the bp wont help the scars but it will prevent acne from coming but i am more concerned about this " hole" what can i do guys please help thank you.

FUCKKACNE

IT MY WHOLLE LIFE I AM FUCKING TIREd!!!! FUCK! IM ON DANS REGIMEN IT BETTER WORK!