I need advice

2 years ago, I had almost perfect skin with only a blemish on my chin once-a-month. But, since I have paper white skin I had a few scars and my derm (moron) recommended that I used a prescription 0.05% retin-a cream ALL OVER my face.

So I did...after a week, I was getting 2-3 breakouts on my cheeks everyday and new scars thanks to them. I hoped it was a purging period and continued using it. 3 months later, I stopped the retin-a and went to a new derm who said that it changed my skin- for the worse. However the treatments she gave didn't work at all.

2 years later, I get a new pimple almost everyday on my cheeks and I have hundreds of scars. I wish I never applied that to my cheeks. They are full of tiny clogged pores that become pimples randomly. I desperately want my nice skin back and I just don't know what to do. I don't think I can handle an initial breakout anymore, I'm so sick of them.

Can you please reccommend something for me?