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12 Jan 2009
This video. It's called "The Zit."



Omg and I know I didn't post this in the right place...oh well :S 'Night, kids wink.gif

~ROXY
7 Jan 2009
Guys,
I've been hiding my bacne from people for sometime now. It's going on freakin 3 years!!! NONE of my friends know! None of them have even the slightest idea! Idk how I've managed to keep this in for so long, but like right now, I just feel like I have to confess to one of my friends!! Out of everyone I know, him and my sister are the only two people I can talk about anything with. BUT my friend still doesn't know about my acne. I just can't tell him. It's too embarrassing!!! I don't want to imagine how he'll react to it!!! eusa_doh.gif Man, but stupid me has been avoiding him and my other friends lately because of this crap and like today he writes to me saying my phone is still off and asking where I've been and I decided to IM him and he starts saying that he thinks that I'm mad at him and asking why I don't want to hang out anymore.... Shit, idk what to do!! Saying I'm depressed for no damn reason, doesn't cut it anymore!! He knows something is up and now he's thinking that I don't want to be friends with him anymore!! wacko.gif Idk what to do, guys!! cry.gif This is so frustrating!! I know acne shouldn't be a reason to miss out on living your life, but it's just so hard!! I can't take this anymore! I made a promise to myself to start this New Year thinking positive, but I can't! I CAN'T! Every single day waking up to this shit and having to pick out certain clothes and having to wear make-up and faking a smile--I can't. I simply can't do it anymore. Tell me I'm overreacting, but this is how I feel right now!! I know this will go away, but when?!! WHEN?!! How many more years do I have to see go by before I can be me again?!! This isn't fair!!

Omg, this is so immature. I'm sorry...

~ROXY
17 Dec 2008
Hey guys!
Call me Roxy. I've been to this site before, but today I finally decided to join. It's too awesome what Dan is doing here. From reading some of these posts, seems like this site has really helped some people. I hope I can benefit from it as well...

Alright so, acne runs in my family mad.gif My dad's side to be exact. My dad was very active growing up and I'm not sure if because of that he never suffered from acne. My uncle, on the other hand, was pretty much a coach potato--he admits it too lol and unlike my dad, he got acne and it was really, really bad. His face, back and chest are completely scarred to this day, but according to him, he doesn't mind at all. He states that if people don't accept him for the way he looks, he couldn't care less wacko.gif My uncle's acne was passed onto my brother, who suffered with it at the beginning of junior high and throughout high school. My brother's face is fine, it's just his back that is still troubling him. He suffers from Cystic acne, which flares up when you least expect it and his back is pretty scarred, even though, I must admit, he took Accutane for awhile and it really helped. He rarely has breakouts and his back is much clearer. I, myself, have been lucky enough to not have ever had Cystic acne, though I must say my acne isn't anything insignificant either doubt.gif

I started breaking out on my face sometime during junior high. Nothing major though--just your average, going through puberty, baby acne stuff. In high school, my acne worsened--still not too bad and it pretty much was off and on I had break outs. Some days I'll be clear, other days I'd have spots all over my face or even some on my back--it was just a matter of luck I suppose *shrugs* So I was fine there for the most part. But it wasn't until like after high school--like probably a year after, that I really started breaking out on my shoulders and my back. At that time, I was working full-time at McDonald's and I'm sure being around all that grease and heat could have had something to do with it...right now I have a bit of scars and minor breakouts on my face which I would like to get rid of, but my poor back cry.gif IS DRIVING ME MAD! (I've included a nasty pic of it here, which looks even worse because of the lighting and the angle it was taken at >.>)

I haven't worn anything sleeveless for a loooong time and my arms have gotten a tad better to the point where I can now wear short sleeves again lol But I'm just covered in spots and it's so frustrating. There are so many things I've had to back out on because of my bacne. My last visit to the derm was about a year ago (if I remember correctly) and I had a peel, a scrub--the works done on me, but it seems like it only made it worse. I haven't been back to the derm ever since. I'm just tired of giving my money away to worthless doctors!!

I don't know about my uncle, but neither my brother nor I can go by his philosophy and act like nothing is wrong. Like my grandma says, there is a solution to almost everything in life. You just have to find it. This is what I'm hoping to find here smile.gif Siiiigh, I haven't given up yet lol

~ROXY
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