my first post!! hehe

my first encounter on acne was during my elementary days it started when im still on grade six wherein pimples grew out of my back and until now they were still happily livng here...all my life i havent tried to wear backless so when i do wear-thank god i have my long hair to hide them.. the real battle was when im on highschool i felt an ugly duckling i started to use different products .. undergone some facial but still they were on and off..there were days im flawles wnd there were days im on acne season..
so when im on college i started to use a cheap whitening brand from china since it was effective on mycousins im so xcited to use it but it was such a nytmare on me blackheads and whiteheasds grew up even on the areas where pmples dnt grew bfore so i started to undergo facial adn no matterwhat products i usedits getting worst..im so emotionally depressed and starting popping it out with my fingers..my mom really felt so pathetic with my condition..she sent me itnto a dermatologist..itwas a major facial.. i was crying with all the pain while the girl is extacticng my blakheads but im trying to tolerate it..my dermatologist presribed a set of medications..i had 3 consecutive faxal thank god it was our sembreak also i undergon intense pulsed light and had took a n antibiotic after a monthwhen i went back to school my clasmates was really surprsed and started to compliment my face then i stared my modelling career..

i realize that no matter what products i used it willnot b effective unless my blackheads will nt be extracted..
but now im graduating im starting to lose my confidence again after 2yrs i had my relapse..i had my faxal twice and completed my mdication but there had no changes my dr said myb it has smhing to do with my hormones damn im so pressured..im so embarased going out i dnt even showed up on my bf..oim pressured wt the poeple around me wand with my studies i dnt have my vacation to rest my face and even concealer can aggravate it..i had my last faxal this day i finished my intnsed pulsed lyt last saturday and today its my first time to have mesoacne.my problem is i had my duty tomorow i dnt no if i will attend it cuz if i dont i will my extension duty and i dnt wana serve it on decmber..cuz if i will go to my duy tommorw i will be really shy with the traces of extraction done on my face plus im sure they will get infected...hmm dnt knw what to do..until here..sry if it is too long..hehe.. hpe u guys can give me reply..gdbless everyone!1

xcited meting u all

waz up gys u can call me lee im 20 yr old nursing stud from philpnes..well im a newbie here and im so xcited using dis syt cuz this will really help me a lot on my battle on acne same with others..lukin frwadr to meetnew budies.. ill gna make some posts soon..this syt make me feel i have a family supporting me so its really awesome,..gdbless evryone mwah...[/font]